A life-affirming, heartbreaking, dazzlingly funny novel about living - really living - while you have the chance. Fans of All the Bright Places and The Fault in Our Stars will fall head-over-heels for this wonderfully original portrait of love and loss. Samantha McCoy has it all mapped out. First she´s going to win the national debating championship, then she´s going to move to New York and become a human rights lawyer. But when Sam discovers that a rare disease is going to take away her memory, the future she´d planned so perfectly is derailed before its started. Realising that her life won´t wait to be lived, Sam sets out on a summer of firsts. The first party. The first rebellion. The first friendship. The last love.